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My Heart's Crying.....::: My Heart's Crying :::.....
I dont know why I think of you now,
But youre the only thing on my mind
I dont know why I care.
I hated you, I loathed you
You meant absolutely nothing to me
So why are you the only thing I think about
Why wont you leave me alone
I hate you, you hated me
I didnt even blink when I learned that you were dead
My heart didnt waver, my soul didnt stir
I hate you, I really do
So why wont you get out of my head
All I can think about is you,
your smile, you face, your voice .
Who exactly do I think Im kidding
I never hated you
We fought constantly,
you were always lecturing me
The truth was, I just wanted you to notice me
To smile at me, to hear you laugh
But we could never get along
Why did you have to die!
I only want to be with you
To be in your arms
This is hopeless, youre gone,
And youre never coming back
I desire a ghost, a phantom.
Even if you were here youd turn me aw
Blood BrothersBrookie always holds my hand when we cross the street. She's never given a reason for it, she just does it. It's become this unspoken rule with us that whenever we cross the street together, she slips her hand in mine and I lace my fingers through hers and we walk hand-in-hand until we reach the other side and she drops her hand and we both wipe our palms on our jeans. Brookie's a little scared of crossing the street. Her poppa died in a car crash when we were six. He was a pedestrian. She's never gotten over it.
Brookie is my best friend going on sixteen years now, which is pretty impressive considering we're both sixteen. We don't have some cute little story about how we were born in the same hospital on the same day or about how our mothers were best friends long before they were pregnant with us and somehow passed on that bond while we were still in utero. No, Brookie and I met the same way ever
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